People will love you or love to hate you but at least you can say 'I was always true to myself.' And that to me is what matters most in a person.Their Personality. that is ALL you need to get by in life from now until your old age. We've all been there if we are over the age of 20 (some people are late late bloomers) You will learn that when boys your age call you names it is ONLY because they like you SO if someone else influenced you into believing you are ugly that person is either Jealous of you (mostly females) or wants to be with you(mostly boys) OR they are incredibly cruel (mostly Bullies who you see 20 years later in life Pumping your gas into your car at Exxon because they dropped out of school at age 16 blah blah and so forth.) As far as looking better.well there is nothing more beautiful on a person than Confidence and being REAL.Never try to be something that you aren't Just be YOU and be happy with it. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder YES it is a Chiche but you'r hormones are racing and you hate your parents and think your fat and or ugly ect.